Why dont no one see behide my act?

if you want someone to see behind your act then maybe you should talk to someone..it will probabl make you feel better to..i think your a strong person..for makin it this far in life wit everythin that has happened to you..igod never puts us threw more then we can handle and that i believe is true..so you must be a strong person in his eyes for pretty much makin it through